Overwhelmed

Ever get the feeling like dark clouds are hanging over you? When everything you knew was changing? I am at a point in my life where I have so much on my mind that I have a hard time finding joy. I know God wants us to find joy even in the struggles but it is very difficult. I don't think I have ever been close to being depressed until now. God is here I just can't seem to feel Him. Wow this is horrible.

God show me your presence in my situation. Take away this feeling of doubt and confusion. I know that you have everything in your hand but I can't help being overwhelmed because I want to do the right thing. What if I take the path that is not your will? What if I choose the road that is not your plan? God! I am crying out from the depths of my heart, Lead me! Take this burden from my back, I am giving it to you. I no longer dwell in the shadow, but I release these thoughts and choices into your hand take them and do your will in my life. I see your love through those around me, let me see it in my life. I will no longer worry for you have everything in the palm of your hand. Thank you Jesus for never leaving me even when I feel like nothing is going right.